You can't stop yourself from wanting more, cause nothing feeds a hunger like a thirst

gotta head out for lunch soon then school in the afternoon yyyikes bummerx2

I want to keep this and bring it to the grave.

i’m not the silly romantic you think. i don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. i don’t want gemstones or gold. i want… a steady hand. a kind soul. i want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. 

last night i sat there feeling bleak, with a growing kind of grief in me. but thanks to haz and her honeywords the night ultimately folds at least better than i thought it would.. so anyway, went swimming with ykx today and we had the whole pool to just the both of us, good stuff. we did the silliest thing which included counting the number of tiles across the pool with the lifeguard laughing at us but i guess that still beats sleeping away my afternoon at home. ooohhk.. i feel my face peeling already.. from all the hours under the hot sun =\ anyway on a side note, holidays are good so far esp with more time to sleep! i like how this is going.. so far.

Gotta feel you in my bones again.

what ive been on for the past two days. i watched my sister's keeper at bindicator's place today and it's like 8.1 on the scale of 1 to 10! nice! totally reccomend it ;) now that the holidays are here.. it's a little bit better but the amt of holiday assignments still are like, boombz. sucks much?

You're my every dream. You're the threadwork to my seams

Like a rollercoaster ride.

i'm worried that if i don't figure myself out, if i don't go like land on my own two feet, then i'm just gonna to mess this whole thing up, and this is too important.

ok so i'll fast forward as from my last update! today, i had the best time laughing away at dinner and i felt like the subway never did really digested afterall haha but still i like this ;) came back home and took a nice bath before i settled down to watch a little gossip girl. im lost in getting the right episodes after another to yeah i should probably find a better site to watch it! still have some chinese show pending that peishan and qy introduced.. am all packed with shows this is noooo gud. oh yeap and carls jr here haz and i comeeeeeee!! *exxxxcitedd*

next one when there's more.. for now i cant wait for the holidays and why do they even have to open this last week of school where we all just rot and try to hide away our poker cards we play in class... =\

xoxo